FRIENDS

My life is just like everyone else’s just that i am a little luckier than others. Not because i have the best parents of this world or because the most caring brother of all times but because of the most indecent, shameful and dedicatedly horrifying friends whatsoever. Lucky i am really!!! I am truly grateful to my parents for giving me birth in that year for i got friends of lifetime. I me myself this is the agenda i keep for myself but then again who am i to decide that, only they can, right :P.

Not sure of what to tell i can make a remark on them (this is what i get to do most of the times) that they are the best pals you can ever get. Believe me when i say so they will do anything literally anything to make your life worst as ever. But then again they will be the one helping you out in that mess :P. At times, good or bad, real or sad, they have always held my hand and so i have theirs (not to forget). And after being a hosteller for 4 years i now actually understand what friends are for (i mean other than making Maggie and washing dishes then afterJ). They are your pillars of strength no matter how tragic they become at times, but will surely make you smile all timeJ.

Courtesy

We often learn from our experiences. Some have the guts to admit it however some are just too shy or too bold to do that. I however fall in the middle of these two. Sometimes i frankly accept that i am guided and sometimes i want to take the credit myself. Cheesy this may sound but true it is. I don’t know how many times i have cursed being the elder one in the family for i was the one responsible for all the bad deeds (though he doesn’t do much) my brother did. But yes it’s always both ways. Nonetheless, i have been lucky enough being blessed with all the seniors of my college life. They are the jewels of my life. Whenever i am in trouble, anything really, i always have people around me to help me. Lucky i am really. Whensoever’s i get the chance to talk to them i really feel relaxed and happier. Though none amongst them is actually around me but they always make me feel the same. If given a chance, i will hug them all to tell them how important they are in my life. They make me realise in my bad times, there is always a better tomorrow waiting for me. Just smileJ and let it be. It will be soon over and i will be happy again as ever.

Alas!! Courtesy :D

Strange, it is...

Whenever i think about the different kind of people i meet daily, i often tend to realise how judgemental i become when i meet them. In just 5 minutes (or even less) i decide if i want to have any future conversation with them or not. I mean that’s how many of us do but isn’t that quite strange and unfair. If that’s the way we are going to treat people around us then how can we expect anyone else to be gentle (not that i am rude to everyone). Instead of deciding on their part, we should consider making amendments in ourselves. Better option...really!!!

My life- friends precisely

As i speak or probably write, i am getting more surreal of my thinking. Life is very short to talk about your enemies but pathetically short to talk about your love life. One thing you can always talk about is FRIENDS. A person like me who can’t write in straight lines can’t even think of keeping everything aligned but see as i am told i am a true wonder i try earnestly to keep all in the way it’s supposed to be. That’s how yeah that’s how i will frame it. But now what it looks like, i am lost. Other than becoming a pathetic and miserable person i have gained one more aspect. I have become pretty good at dejecting people. Not many of us understand the difference between rejection and dejection but those who do must have understood the real meaning of the line. When it comes to love i have been quite lucky (so far i know). I have had many choices at all points. I mean being in love is not a choice i understand that but being in a relationship is always a choice and believe me when i say i had the best to choose from. Say it my rules or ideals or whatever i always thought of the person i was going to hurt (as so you know) because of the fake relationship i was in and that thereby ended in long massage of their egos which finally made them believe that i was the one at loss by not being in that relation (till now you must have understood that it ended). But, you know, it hurts to say no. I got dejected only once in my life, though i got him back, but it made me realise how exactly it feels. I always believe life moves in a circle. You will have to pay back for what you have done. It always sums up. So, i am over cautious now. It really really hurts knowing that the person you love is in love with someone else or he doesn’t want you anymore in his life. But life is never sweet so everyone has to face their hardships. I say this not because i have faced a lot and i have understood what life is all about but because i understand what life can bring to you and where life can take you. To understand the supernatural meaning of these lines, arghh forget it, let it be.

Not sure of anything now

They say when the time comes it must happen so should we wait for the time or we must take the initiative. After knowing what the ordeal is, it is very difficult not to think about it. Time truly heals everything but who has the patience to wait for so. I don’t have at least.  Before it’s too late, i want to take the charge myself. Well when haven’t i did that. But as i say, situation is different now. I feel peculiar and biased. Almost always i am short of words. I have changed a lot since last year. When it comes down to a decision i have always been sure of what to do but now a day’s i am not. I don’t know what has gotten into me but i fear of my words now. Probably this is the last semester effect. In order to keep everything in place i am myself out of place. It’s weird.